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.ps 12
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The green of the field had worn a line around bear's waist, cresting
just below his navel where he leaned into its curve as he ran.  The
sensation was not altogether unpleasant, but bear didn't allow himself
the distraction.  The grass flowed smoothly around him, drawing tight
in his wake, a soft curtain of green closing on an empty stage.
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Oh, no.
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He'd overtaken the transition.
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Failure in this, his own field, would not go unnoticed.  Was there any point
in trying to explain?  Bear would continue to make mistakes.  Anyway, he knew
what he had found even if the locals couldn't be made to understand.  He folded his discovery
in half and tucked it under his arm.  The firmament was still cooling,
its pages might still singe.  Bear gripped the fabric with intent as
he retreated into the woods.  Now he would wait, and listen.
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Beyond today's failure loomed certain possibilities.  Bear could feel
it in his fur.  Intrinsic to the locals' tolerance of his presence was
the assumption of a shared frame of reference, or at least, a unified
conception of the ground rules by which they all agreed to coexist.  Bear was now prepared to discard such
trappings as delusional.  His discovery transcended the treachery of
images, the befuddlement of emptiness.
He understood, at long last, that language is theft.
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The field beckoned.
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Bear was hungry.
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From one side to the other, alternating endlessly, cycling mechanically,
bear ran, and he knew that he ran.
The awareness cresting in him, the familiar sense of self welling up, lubricating the machinery of his confusion.
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It was enough.